It comes to me as no surprise that the world can be a horrid, unbearable environment. no sooner that you think you belong somewhere than you are faced with a predicament that sets you 20 steps back. I took this job opportunity that really did change my life considerably. it wasn't something huge but it meant a lot as i it was my very first experience at an actual work environment. it started off pretty normal, was having fun and even though it was a lot of hard work every day , i did to some extent, appreciate it considerably. months go by and i keep having fallouts with the manager of my team ,but i keep ignoring all of it , thinking that it was just to push me to be better. but what unfolded later on got me feeling more disrespected and degraded massively. one day,on a Saturday night , i receive a text message that reads " call me " when i do, he told that some changes have been applied and that i have been moved on to another team to a totally different department. the department at my job was the one that i have mastered for 6 months , so starting from scratch seemed like a lot of disrespect and awful way of handling anyone you have authority upon. during the call i do agree and i think of it as a new opportunity from which i can possibly learn much more. The day of the upskilling comes and i enter the zoom meeting and i couldn't help but actually feel sorry for myself ,bearing in mind that i did fairly well at the job. i got out of the meeting and texted saying that i was quitting. down, deep i do know for sure it was the right decision to take but i was also sad and in utter disappointment for i loved working but one person ruined it all for me. My primary take-away was that, i should never make it hard for anyone as ppl handle pain differently and some of them don't take it very well ,like myself.i spoke to so many ppl and each tried calming me and in full honesty, they were all very supportive but here is the thing i just want a job and as soon as possible cause my mind runs wild with dark, cancerous thoughts. (not good with dealing with hardships as i have faced a lot of them. i have come undone.