I was living in a wonderful European country but had to return due to corona and lack of job. I am no longer the same person before I went abroad. I am dying to go back but there are too many issues back home. One being I cant find home and another that I have people to tale care of. I love my family but I cant help resent them at times. This shouldnt be the case because even if they need me, they wont say it. Its jusy me who cant sort her life out. None of my dreams are coming true and the frustration keeps on building up. The panic attacks happening regularly. I just really.wish things get better in future.