Ive been married for almost 17 years and have a stable job. Being a mother is not a problem for me, i can provide what they want. But being a wife, i dont know, im a bit confused. I know im clingy, talkative and sweet to others but with my hubby i dont know why i am not myself. I know i want something that he dont have. I think I am a "bi". It makes me unease and think over and over what do i really want with my life.