a heavy heart these past few days. You're surrounded with people and you wonder how they seem so calm and normal. i used to be so busy and happy. But with the pandemic everything slowed down then I realized that without much work. I was lonely. Everyone seemed to have found a way to cope but here I am worried.
As night time approaches, i dread as sleep won't come. this anxiety, fear all inside. and though people will tell you to just hold on. it seems weak. As if they offer a momentary consolation even they don't believe. all i'm saying is