I have been struggling with anxiety and people commenting on my weight. People would say why aren't you losing weight you're so fat. My anxiety started this year, I would get scared talking to people, even if I know them, I would have panic attacks at night, I would start shaking and sweating and sometimes it's hard for me to breath. I would cry myself to sleep, I wouldn't eat like I normally do. I sometimes cry in public, I would push myself from everyone. I don't talk to my cousins anymore. The only thing that can help me calm down is writing a story, that's why I spend so much time on Wattpad, I would write until I feel okay. The only people who know this about me is my sisters. I'm not ready to tell my parents or my friends, not yet at least .