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Are fairytales real?

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Can we ever have a fairytale love story?

As i grew up i have always fantasized having a perfect love life. The perfect partner, who understands me, cares for me and loves me no matter what. And yes,i thought my dream actually came true when i met P. P was very special to me. After my family i loved him the most and trusted him way too much. When I was with him i thought that even he loved me because i could see that genuine feeling in his eyes. The way he touched me, the way he kissed me, made love to me, all of it was just so perfect. I still remember whenever i hugged him, i used to hold him so tight as i never wanted to let go of him. I had given away myself completely to him. It never occurred to me that he would just disappear from my life and leave me so shattered. I fought with my family for him, thinking that at some point things would go as per "OUR" plan, yes M&P forever. But i guess he had other plans. Yes, we had our share of ugly fights, but i guess everyone goes through a rough patch in a relationship, so i thought it was normal. I thought that these fights brought us closer, but little did i know that he had different thoughts about "US". He never appreciated my efforts. I guess he wanted to control me, but since i am a stubborn person, i don't really accept anything so quickly. I think a lot before doing something and even take a long time to decide something. So i guess when he thought that he might not be able to rule over me and my thoughts he just called it off. I still remember his words : "YOU ARE MAKING A BIG DEAL OUT OF IT. IT'S NOT THAT WORSE, IT CAN BECOME WORSE IF WE STAY TOGETHER". I thought to myself "REALLY WHY DIDN'T THESE THOUGHT COME TO YOUR MIND WHEN YOU WERE MAKING FALSE PROMISES". May be P was a coward, he ran away when things got difficult. He didn't even have the guts to tell these things to me over my face. He cut off ties with me over a phone call. I hope to meet him some day in future, and just tell him on his face that he was the worst mistake of my life and i hope i had never met him. I've have such bad dreams after the false dream i was living with him ended. The pain that he has given me has traumatized me so much. I don't share this with anyone, but deep down, my heart is completely broken. Now, i am scared to even try my luck in a relationship. I feel that someone might hurt me again. But for whatever is worth,i really would wish to see you,i want to see the perfect life you are in right now....