I'm ashamed of our messy house. I'm ashamed that we are getting food from our church because daddy is struggling at work. Ashamed of all the bad things I do. I feel guilty for feeling ashamed it's not daddy's fault that we're struggling . I feel sorry for him he has to work the whole day and come back to a messy house. I just want to be like my friends not having to worry about food or money, not feeling guilty for asking my parents for money to go out with friends. I wish I had the pretty clothes that my friends have I wish I could just go to the mall and buy what I want. I feel bad for getting sick and costing my parent money for doctors when they could have used that money for food or the house. I feel guilty for being ungrateful.