Hey. Can I please have some advice?
•I've been shut out for most of my life so far.
•Although there's one friend that has stuck by me through everything.
[• I'm going to call him Tristan. That isn't his real name.]
•A while after letting go of my previous relationship (my partner was being verbally and sometimes physically abusive.), I decided to admit my feeling to Tristan.
•He explained that he didn't want a relationship until he was older.
•I attempted to understand and accepted that. At least I hope I did.
•This was back in September 2019. Now the friendship group I had met him through has broken in two.
The problem I wanted advice on is that I still have feelings for him.
I just can't let go of them somehow.
I've tried so hard to forget but nothing works.
I can't tell my (female) friend because I'm afraid she'll belittle me for it.
I can't tell him because he'll just have the same response as last time.
The worst part is...I'm in another relationship.
It started in February, but because of the pandemic, I haven't seen him much. Not at all really.
I'm just so lost.
The kid who has an on going crush on someone who has already rejected him,
All whilst they're in a relationship.
Please, give me some sort of advice.
Thanks for reading I guess 💙