Hi everyone Happy New Year!This is my first time writing my thoughts so bare with me. A little about me so you have an idea I'm a woman who also happens to be a sun & moon Aquarius. So backstory on my past relationships, they were all ruined because of me. Not because I nor the other person cheated but because I would start arguments...like a lot. I'm an extremely insecure person especially when it comes to relationships so you can pretty much guess that I am a clingy person (with relationships only) as well. I know how to give people their space but it still eats me alive to not be with my partner so I just hold it all in and don't express my feelings until the day I explode. I've recently started talking to this girl that I really like. We get along pretty well and the communication is the best I've ever had with... well anyone really. At the beginning of us talking everything was fine I didn't care if she didn't respond to me every second of the day or even bothered to talk to me at all during the day. I felt like that was fine... because we were not dating. Well fast forward, we've gotten to know each other a little more so you can guess that I really, really, really like her. I'm confident she feels the same. However, I'm scared because of the attachment issues I have. Recently she has not been talking to me as much as usual. I don't like to jump to conclusions but.... My brain is telling me that she is a busy person with her own life, she needs space, she does not have to talk to me 24/7. But on the other hand, my heart is telling me she is losing interest in me and I need to run before I get hurt. I am an extremely emotional being. I don't want to ruin our potential relationship over my insecurities and attachment issues. I do try to do other things that distract me from her however they don't work that well. Sometimes I just wonder if I would stop talking to her for just one day if she'd care and feel the anxiousness I do? Please if anyone goes through what I feel I would really appreciate a reply. I just want to feel confident and try to detach myself without completely letting go. Thanks for reading my story!