i feel like an attention seeker. i don’t have any interests that no one knows about. i want something to myself, that no one knows about. every time i find something that i like, someone finds out or i over share. i’m an attention seeker and i just wanna be special. i hate myself so much and i wish there was an easy way out of my head. i was doing find and i wasn’t having any bad thoughts for the longest time. but now that someone found out about the one thing i had, i don’t know what to do.