Being humiliated in so many little ways made me greedy when it came to finding happiness. What nobody told me is that once you cross a line in consciousness more is expected of you. Powerful forces begin to fuck with you. When a person has something like autism with communication deficits and formulaic repetitive behaviors this leads to a much higher likelihood of falling prey to negative influences over time unwittingly. It’s not that an autistic person is born bad or is consciously being bad, it’s that it is easier for them, subtly, to be manipulated by dark forces into harmful addictions, isolation and fed on energetically. The scientific community has no evidence to support demons as of yet so they don’t understand the severity of the problem. And the spiritual community does not understand that making it only about spirituality leads people back to old constraining religious beliefs. This throws a wrench in moving our society into a more free thinking, secular age, one without superstition and dogma. This doesn’t mean autistic people get a free pass from responsibility, but its something to take into account when a soul chooses to incarnate into a loving family only to discover later that something biologically has made them more vulnerable to higher extremes of both evil and good.