I don't have even a single friend that I can count on. It makes me feel so lonely. I'm tired of being left for someone better and being lied to. Now I finally have a fresh start, a clean slate to start over and make new friends. But why do I feel that it'll all be in vain because I'm just not good enough. I've just lost the ability to feel or care anymore. Years of suppressed pain and disappointment is getting to me. And lockdown hasn't made things any easier.
But the worst part is i feel like an ungrateful brat to complain about this while others have even bigger problems
Anyone else out there feeling the same way, cuz I still believe that we are never alone.