My mom finally got it out of me that I had been gun shopping for my 20th bday to kill myself. It has been a year n I’m scared of what will come now that she knows. I don’t want anyone to know I want to die bc I want to seem normal.

My mom finally got it out of me that I had been gun shopping for my 20th bday to kill myself. It has been a year n I’m scared of what will come now that she knows. I don’t want anyone to know I want to die bc I want to seem normal. 

this was a waste of my time and I’m tired of trying idk why I tried here. I’m j tired n wanna die that should really be of nobody’s concern lol. My life is of 0 value and if I were to not wake so be it. I have lived 20 years in hell.

this was a waste of my time and I’m tired of trying idk why I tried here. I’m j tired n wanna die that should really be of nobody’s concern lol. My life is of 0 value and if I were to not wake so be it. I have lived 20 years in hell.

Re: Bday ammo

What's the reason that makes you want to end your life? Have you been abused? Bullied? Abuse can end whether its physical or emotional it's just something you have to do for yourself. Ending it with a gun is not the right way out, let me help you.

What's the reason that makes you want to end your life? Have you been abused? Bullied? Abuse can end whether its physical or emotional it's just something you have to do for yourself. Ending it with a gun is not the right way out, let me help you.