I want to scream, to shout how much i miss you every single minute. I want to tell you how much i love you. I want to tell you how much you mean to me. How my heart filled with joy everytime we talked. But now, I'm a mess. Without you i feel sad every night crying over how we once were. All i do is cry my pain of missing you so much. How i wish i could tell you i love you. How i wish i could've held your hand or hugged you so tight. How i wish i had a chance to spend time with you. Listen to songs that break my heart even more because it reminded me of you. I was ready to spend my life with you. The saddest part is that you're not ready. And decided I'm not the one you want to spend your life with. I just wish everyday that i would forget about you. How i wish i would forget about how you said you cared. How i wish this pain in my heart would stop.