I found a woman online who wanted to sexually dominate me and I thought I would be into it but I wasn’t. I didn’t like any of the stuff she made me do. She said she would make me feel safe and loved. I have never felt that before. I paid money to talk to her and had to pay money to make her leave me alone. I’m so embarrassed for making such a dumb decision and believing her. When she only wanted to use me and make me feel little and worthless.