I was so sad a few weeks ago. I live on my own. I have a father to come home to but he seems okay without me so i felt like i'm just a burden to him. I have a room that i rented around my workplace but it made me feel so sad living there. I had no one special to talk to or someone to hold on so i tried my luck in finding someone through an app called reddit. Finally, i approached a girl who is also looking for someone too and she quickly replied and had the intention of being romantically involved with me. At first it went well but i felt like something isn't right and this so called "opportunity" is kind of pointless because i did not like her truly. I realized now that it's better to be on your own than finding someone you are not truly happy being with. I just said sorry to her and never talk to her again. Sometimes you are the hammer, sometimes you are the nail.