Hi so today is my birthday and I don’t know why but i feel more sad than yesterday, I mean my friends greet me and stuff but my family don’t even know today is my birthday and that’s ok idc anyways. I feel really sad today like I don’t want to work with my assignments because today should be rest day. I should be happy today. I got no one to talk to or should I say I’m not comfortable telling them about this issue so I came here. I don’t know any particular reason why I’m feeling this but i think I’m having a breakdown? Studying during pandemic is so frustrating like I know others got it worse so I feel bad about thinking about this things. I feel like vanishing. I feel like I’m seeking for something that doesn’t even exist. I want to get this off my chest. I hope I can get my shit together soon.