Since I was about 14 or 15 years old I've had this rape fantasy. I don't really want someone to really rape me. But I have had this fantasy for a long time. All of my fantasies are about famous guys. I'm a female with several celebs that I like and I fantasize about them raping me. Sometimes it's a certain guy for a few nights in a row that I will fantasize about, and then a few nights later I will be fantasizing about a different famous guy. Sometimes I imagine a couple of them at once and they're taking turns with me. It's like this image of being pinned down and they shove themselves into me roughly while I'm fighting them. Although in my fantasy I only fight back because it turns me on. Is there anyone else that has this fantasy? Why do you think that I started having this fantasy at such a young age?