I should have run a hundred miles away the day he declared my position was after Weed and Alcohol in his priority list :'v
We are so insufferably naive and blinded by love. I give him everything, love, affection, support but i still get compared because I am not as sexy as that Instagram racy model. This comparisons aren't direct, very subtle. There's a cruelty in it. He knows i am not very comfortable about being all sexy-sultry, doing all hot stuff, i am polite in my ways of showing love, its more affectionate than lustful. But lust is all that matters in this world.