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This old lady I used to live with sex assaulted me for yrs. she loved to give me blow jobs. It was a trauma to me but I’d just smile. It was that or beatings & possibly home less. It always frustrated me that she could make me cum.

You’d think being raped your thing could stay soft & not cum. But my thing stays hard. Weird medical thing. It’s been hard for an hour right now. It’s very hard for me to cum. But eventually it would squirt all in her mouth.

Then in high school I went to live with her friend a relative. This lady was very pretty. They’d whispered. Here we go again. Posing nude. Masturbating. Blow jobs. At least this one was nice to me all the time & would cook me good food. The other one was only nice during sex stuff. Started as young boy with her.

This led to me having sex at 12. I had sex with endless older females for yrs. I remember having sex with a beautiful 20 yr old at 13. If your beautiful & have a giant penis there are a lot of perv pedophiles out there.

Now I wake up shaking from all this stuff. The tortures. The forced nudity & sex.

In college I’d get invited to parties. I sometimes danced nude & even jerked off for a room full of women. Mostly college coeds. At times I’d have sex with 3-5 in one night. I learned this was an addiction. I’d been molded as a child to do sexual stuff. It’s the only time people were nice to me. Instead of hugs I got blow jobs.

I feel so disgusted with myself in hindsight. It’s weird to run across women I’ve had sex with or danced nude for.



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