I’m grossed out by the way my body looks. The scars. The stretch marks. The cellulite. The hips dips. All of it. I resorted to throwing up any time I felt like I overate. I managed to stop that but that didn’t stop the negative thoughts of my body. I know people say looks don’t matter, but the thing is they do. Deep down everyone knows the first thing you’ll notice about a person is there looks. I’m just tired of being disgusted by my own body.