I just want to love my body. I want to be able to see what my boyfriend sees.He says that I'm beautiful and amazing the way I am, and supports me no matter what. But my reflection says I'm worthless...fat...ugly.I barely recognise myself in the mirror anymore. It's all a big blur. Occasionally I will see myself, but all I see is imperfections and mistakes. I criticise everything about myself, from how a single strand of hair sits to how my mouth sits naturally. Everything feels wrong. Some days, I don't feel so bad. I feel happier and more confident. but it can change in a matter of seconds and I'll go back to hating myself.I want to believe that I'm beautiful and that I'm amazing... But currently it's making me believe that maybe I'd look better dead. I've been considering therapy, because this feeling can't be nothing. I don't just dislike how I look for the sake of it.

I just want to love my body. I want to be able to see what my boyfriend sees.He says that I'm beautiful and amazing the way I am, and supports me no matter what.But my reflection says I'm worthless...fat...ugly.I barely recognise myself in the mirror anymore. It's all a big blur. Occasionally I will see myself, but all I see is imperfections and mistakes. I criticise everything about myself, from how a single strand of hair sits to how my mouth sits naturally. Everything feels wrong.Some days, I don't feel so bad. I feel happier and more confident. but it can change in a matter of seconds and I'll go back to hating myself.I want to believe that I'm beautiful and that I'm amazing...But currently it's making me believe that maybe I'd look better dead.I've been considering therapy, because this feeling can't be nothing. I don't just dislike how I look for the sake of it. 

Listen. Everyone feels self-conscious about their&nbsp;body&nbsp;from time to time. However, if&nbsp;you hate&nbsp;something about&nbsp;your body&nbsp;and these feelings are interfering with&nbsp;your&nbsp;everyday life,&nbsp;you&nbsp;may have&nbsp;body&nbsp;dysmorphic disorder. We live in a culture that favors&nbsp;certain body sizes and shapes, however, that [image] changes over time, Funnily, the body part you are complaining about now maybe what’s desired in ten years. For example, today the media is popularizing big butts, but in a year totally flat butts may be trendy. Stop hating your body, that's you. You are beautiful no matter what, it's so sad you can't see it and your boyfriend can. No one likes people who don't like themselves, it's like you have low self-esteem. Stop looking at that mirror that tells you you look worthless, get another mirror, a mirror that sees the real you. I love fat people, they are cute and special. So what if you are fat or overweight, you can start losing weight if you think you are too fat. But next time your mirror tells you, hey girl you are fat and ugly and worthless, give a smile and say, My weight is not what I wish it would be, but I am a kind, interesting person and I would start loving myself from now on. Try it and say it every time you look into the mirror, say it with a smile. Go for the therapy, it would help you.

Listen. Everyone feels self-conscious about their body from time to time. However, if you hate something about your body and these feelings are interfering with your everyday life, you may have body dysmorphic disorder.We live in a culture that favors certain body sizes and shapes, however, that [image] changes over time, Funnily, the body part you are complaining about now maybe what’s desired in ten years. For example, today the media is popularizing big butts, but in a year totally flat butts may be trendy.Stop hating your body, that's you. You are beautiful no matter what, it's so sad you can't see it and your boyfriend can. No one likes people who don't like themselves, it's like you have low self-esteem. Stop looking at that mirror that tells you you look worthless, get another mirror, a mirror that sees the real you. I love fat people, they are cute and special. So what if you are fat or overweight, you can start losing weight if you think you are too fat.But next time your mirror tells you, hey girl you are fat and ugly and worthless, give a smile and say, My weight is not what I wish it would be, but I am a kind, interesting person and I would start loving myself from now on.Try it and say it every time you look into the mirror, say it with a smile. Go for the therapy, it would help you.