God this is one of my many problems I just want to get out. I don't know what I am. It's so confusing and lonely and I just want it to stop. I cut my hair recently and I know when I look in the mirror and see a boy it makes me so fucking happy but I'm not a boy I'm a girl but I don't think I'm a girl but maybe I'm just confused like how all teenagers get. I hate my body but all teenagers hate their body, right? I just don't know whats happening and I'm really scared because I don't want to be trans or something as that's gonna make my life so much fucking harder and I don't need that, I really don't need that but I know there's also something wrong.