Not all boys. But pretty much all boys. People around me say I'm pretty. I just feel so fucking ugly all the time and I cant help it. I just feel so repulsive and un-loveable. Like whenever I'm out with my friends I feel like a background character. I'm always second best. I've never been asked out, never had a boyfriend. I just don't know if I'm doing something wrong. And I know you shouldn't live for male validation but I cant help it. I just need confidence and have the ability to love myself ? idkI think its cause when I was younger I was horrendous but now I think I've grown out of that- I hope so anyways. But its just stuck in my head that I still look like that. ugh I just need to stop worrying about what I look like and carry on with life, but people make it out that its all that matters; your appearance.