I really hate this man. He keeps popping up in my head. He got so close to me. He and his son we important to me. But he couldn’t commit. Told me he loved me his son told me he wanted me to be his mommy and I’m still crushed by everything. He wasn’t the best man in the world, in fact he’s a big part of why I have trust issues and am emotionally messed up in relationships. But I still can’t get him out of my head. I want to be over him, but it’s so hard. Especially when he was my everything through so much.