I'm having breakdowns, but i don't want to tell my family about this. they might find me attention seeker, or lecture me more and more altho all i want is just some comfort. so i need my time alone, do what i want. but they will mad at me because i don't do housechores, saying i am lazy, then i have another breakdowns. how i really want to meet therapist but i don't want to ask my friends about this.