I know I may sound corny or cocky but this is my true emotions for you right now, and even though I'm writing it in here, you'll hear it when I finally decide to break up with you. I know you've been working so hard to bring in money these past couple of weeks, and I'm grateful for every penny, and your hard work. But your money isn't what I need right now. Since you started working, I've felt so alone, that every night I cry myself to sleep. I haven't been feeling your love lately, and I don't know how long I can stand this emptiness. I know I'm not the perfect human being, but it would be nice to feel your presence again . I thought yesterday on my bday would be different, but it seems like any normal day for you. I dont need a cake, or birthday presents, all I needed was you and instead of staying with me, you decided to spend the night at Erics.. we have the same bday, but that doesn't mean I have to be alone. I don't know, I feel like you two should start dating and leave me out of the picture, cz your spending your nights with him, and you only come to our bed early morning.. I'm not asking you to change, and I'm not asking you to quit your job, I just need you to know how I've been feeling since you started working. You have been my reason for about two years, and as of now, that reason has become my regret. So I'm sorry to say this but, this has to end before I end up doing something stupid. You are doing great now, and you'll achieve more when I'm not with you. As far as our future plan goes, keep it for someone more deserving of you and your love.... I don't know what I'll achieve alone, but it's ok, cz I'd rather be alone and feel alone than be with someone and still feel alone. You have taught me that..