My life is not as smooth as they thing. May life is far from perfect. I wish i could be better, i wish i could be happy without him. All i thought that I already move on, but i was wrong. The pain the brokenness in me is gradually killing me. I cry every night, I beg him to stay. But he won't. The Process of moving on is very hard.. Can someone lift me up,and give some advices? How to be happy without him, How to move on. Do you know what?, I've already commit him to the God the Father. I want to be with him for the rest of my life. Please somebody help me. I need someone to talk too.