We grew up being loved, at least half of us. But sometimes the love that we get isn’t always the love that we need, so we tend to search for that love in another person. The person that will give you that love is as broke as you are, but nothing lasts forever. Yet that doesn’t matter the moment you get that love right? You wont care how much it will hurt you or how long it will last, all you need is feeling it and living that moment even if it lasted for just one day.
But what would you do if you didn’t find the love that you need? You will always be a bird with a broken wing. No one is there to fix it. The only thing you can do is give the love that you wish you had to other people, and that’s what I decided to do. I gave love to people because life broke my wing at a young age. I became mature. You don’t have to be 80 years old to know life. The struggles that you live right now are enough to let you be an 80-year-old inside. Everyone telling you “we are always here for you” but what happens when you need them? Are you going to find someone beside you? No, you know why? cause the problems that you have are not as valid as their problems are. You know they have bigger problems. Or at least, that’s what they thought. not to say their problems are not valid. you had problems too but you still cared about them and you were their for them.
The people you trusted they will always be there for you, now thinks that you have lame problems that you don’t even have to care about.
The last thing you get to do, is pretending that those problems never existed and that you are very happy now. You have no problems and you are the happiest person between them. But the truth is, you are the broken inside, and even if someone decides to fix you, they can’t. It’s too late.