Would you believe me if I told you I was raped? Well what if I continued and said it was by a man who’s a pastor? I have so much frustration and I can’t understand where it’s all coming from. I have such heavy weight on my heart. I wish i could tell someone. While i have friends! who i love and love me, still i trust no one. they’ll all leave. I only have God and sometimes i feel like he’s gone to. I just wanted this off my chest. I just want the burden gone. I want to feel something.