You know what hurts?Loving someone with all your heart and willing to give them the world juts because you love them so much but you are afraid to tell them because your scared what the awnser may be ,but deep down you already know the awnser and their not in love with you they only love you. It breaks my heart to see the person I love the most be happy with someone ells and wishing that was me making them happy. It hurt so much.I have a heart ache, my eyes hurt form crying, my head ache because of the crying.Every love song reminds me of him. I can still feel his hand in mine, his soft kiss on my lips, his arms around me holding me tight and making me feel so save . I don't want to move on because then I'm letting go of the feeling of him and I know if I don't I am going to search for him in every other person looking for his perfect smile and the way he looks at me when I'm being silly, the way he talks to me and the way he smells I don't want to let all that go, I'll rather walk with a broken heart then forget ever thing we ever did together, because when you really fall in love with someone that feeling wont juts go away because if it does you weren't really in love. yeah maby we weren't ment to be together right now but there is still a future and I'm going to keep holing on because if I don't I'm going to go down a dark hole that I'm afriad of not coming out of. Maby one day someone will come and swept me of my feet and give me the word and more and I'll be head over heals for them and I'll finally be happy . But right now I'm holding on to him hoping he will be the one to save me from myself. So for now I'm leting the person I love the most go and maby one day when he loves me as much he'll come back.