I can't do it, I'm scared, I don't want to die. I just want to go home i didn't ask for any of this.
this is driving me mad i don't even know what those men look like, or what they want from me,
god what do they want from me. i don't know what's going on it's been like this for 3 years
when is this going to end, when will i get to go home, will they ever even let me go home.
i don't deserve any of this i'm a good guy i help people god why me why did they pick me.