so the guy im currently in a relationship with has been in jai for a year and 5 months. for trying to kill me one night. i called 911. and he was arrested. we still talk. but i went out last night smoked some weed and s****d some d**k. but me and this guy have known eachother for a while now. i had a good time honestly. like i feel guilty cause im supposed to be in a relationship. but like at the same time hes not here to care for my needs. is that a wrong way to look at it. also he will never know. so its a win win. just cant help but feel guilty. its kinda killing me.