Childhood guilt traumatising me

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Childhood guilt

As I kid around10..11 When my body was still developing. Whenever I would het that type of an exciting feeling I needed a way to let it out. My you get brother at the time 6..7 I would sometimes at night just rub myself against his genitals. I’m 17 right now and I feel like shit for doing this when I was younger. I want to kill myself.

I hate myself. I know I’m not a predator because I didn’t feel good about doing it either. It was just purely out of ignorance and I hate it .

childhood guilt