I feel out of touch, distant with affection. Dad's awkward and mom's secretly having an affair. My family is economically unstable, I'm the only one with stable income between us three, as I am the only child in the family. I dont have enough money for masters degree and my work is shitty. I feel miserably alone. Some of my friends told me I'm not alone but I do feel so, words really dont feel like anything to me... they feel empty.