You make my heart hurt. I feel you and feel for you.i have often felt like I am not “woman enough” the things I do are wrong. The things I feel are wrong, I’ve been told again and again.i have spent a lot of time reading and meditating and I no longer can feel that there is a special way girls can be bad separate from boys.yes we carry a burden, one they might never know. But can we be worse?impossible. If you take it back, if you are religious, sin is sin. We as women bear an “original sin” but I have learned too much about men especially raising boys, to feel there is anything possibly more disgusting between the two. impossible. If you read upon it it is simply impossible.