Hi there I'm here again writing the same thing once again bcoz I did the same thing again why dont I learn anything from my mistakes. I procrastinated tdy . I have exams tomorrow and Its already late night . I didn't even start reading. Ahhh!..... I'm so fukin tired of myself. Why . Why. Like seriously why don't I have control over myself..............iTs realy..I don't even have a word to descibe how irritating and guilty and regreting and angry and sad I'm am at the same time. I don't even have any social life so I cm here to vent out everything. I'm tired of myself . It's like I have split personality. I don't know who I am. I'm tired of this endless cycle of feeling guilty and regretting and doing the same thing again. Ahhhh . I don't know what to do . I have to read now but I'm not able to focus....... why am I like this...???i hate this...