he means so much to me. anything i could ever ask for; makes me feel better about myself, makes me feel loved. but then he just left. without saying anything. nothing left for me but to cry. he meant so much to me but he just never cared anyway. why am i such a fool to believe he was perfect. he was the best thing i had. but hes gone and i dont have anything else. i thought we were meant for eachother. i cared so much and gave him the world.