I Have a very bad side of me...
i have had a totally bad past, and from my marriage till date i was used by men for their own selfish ways.
my ex used to ill treat me and used me only for sex
i was wooed by one man who only later could not accept reality and wanted me to be there just as a substitute he could not agree to marry me.
life passed meeting jerks and i ended up just sleeping with many guys only to find out later that they could never love a woman
i feel ashamed of myself now. a girl who was so shy now been handled by so many men. my life is totally screwed.
is this a problem with me because i trust people fast, or is it how the world is.?????????
i can't have a good opinion about any man now., because all those i have encountered are real users and jerks.
i feel lonely and i can no more love myself because my past is haunting me and i am not able to even differentiate between the real good men these days...
due to this my whole body feels changes, metabolically physically and mentally disturbed.
is there some cure to this way i feel?
need ur help!!!!!