Confused

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Hi.

new here.

mom so confused with my life right now. I am torn between living my life and also feeling pressured to get something done. I feel like I haven’t achieved anything. I haven’t finished college and I don’t know what I want to be or what degree i should pursue. Everyone around me says I should do something I love, something I want. But when I try to bring it up there is that disappointment or disapproving looking or sound on the face or in their voice. They probably weren’t expecting my choice to be something different from what they want me to be. but I also want to love my life and choose for me. How can I be happy with my decision if I know they disagree. They say follow my heart and what I want, don’t listen to others and make the choice for myself. But a part of me still feels guilty to do so. I keep telling myself to simply please them first then pursue what I really want once they are happy. But I feel like I’m wasting my time. I just don’t know what to do anymore.