I am so confused by us. One minute I want to lock eyes with you and be close to you - the next minute I want to distance myself. I miss you and being close to you makes me want you more. I'm not sure if you just like me so much that you treat me this way so I dont hurt you. Do you treat me this way because you are scared to be close. I think my reaction is fear that I have given too much of my heart away to you. Did you mean to make me feel this way?