\tI have feelings for this one guy which i called Mr. Shark. i still keep this feeling idk why.. In fact, I am not attractive to be compared with others. He used to be so charming as everybody knows him and adored him. It's funny but idk. To be honest, the feeling remains the same. I had no chance to get to know him as he seems quiet and probably not interested in me. & his friend had a crush on me. we were classmates & were very closed till he developed his feelings for me. I didnt know it was me bcs he kept talking about his crush. I used to asked him before, but he ignored my questions. Then, its okay. He is kind. But i dont think i can really have the same feelings for him as I already liked Mr. Shark.\tIts 2020 now and i still have this feeling but it is complicated. The Shark knows that i used to have feelings for him, bcs we had this long conversations & Unfortunately he used to liked me too! but bcs of his friend which is my classmate, he back off. You have no idea about how i feel when he told me that. He said that i have told him about my feeling before. But how can i not remember about it? i dont think i've told him before. About the truth. He let me know that, it is an honoured that he has a "fan" from someone like me. issit true?? i dont think so. I am too late, am i? However, he doesnt know it still there. Now, I have a boyfriend but deep down inside, he still there. Nothing's change. I know it is totally wrong. But, i cant refrain. I want to get to know more about him but shiz im not sure about that. \tI think I am stupid. for still having this feeling. for being dumb for my boyfriend :( i hate myself. it's confusing... help me.