anger
babies
fertile

Confused state and desperate desire

Time Spent- 1h 53m
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I (21F) & my boyfriend (25M) have been having issues regarding deciding when to start trying for children. I’m unable to work, I’m disabled. I have scoliosis, fibromyalgia, an inverted pelvis, hip dysplasia, along with a longer list of mental issues. The older I get, the worse physically I will get. I’ve carried lots of self hate issues that tend to leave me feeling unneeded. All I’ve wanted my whole life is to be a mom. Because just moved into a one bedroom apartment & also have a cat to take care of. However, with the government assistance I receive my expenses would be greatly reduced, especially since we aren’t married yet. I’m just so unsure of if I should feel guilty like I do for all of this.