I'd like to say I'm mature for my age but I'd just be lying. I failing in school right now, cheating on my tests and worried about my parents and teachers finding out. I'm losing all of my friends and no longer feel like I have any self worth. Everyone around me thinks that I'm still the same kid with perfect grades when I'm not anymore. My school requires us to take a music class that I hate so much. When I was ten I tried telling my parents about my sexuality, my problems and would even ask to get therapy because I felt so lost but they would just tell me that I was fine and it was just phase that everyone goes through and for a while I believed them. I think I still do. I just need to know if I'm okay or not. Somebody reply please.