I should first clear my thoughts before writing this but maybe it could help. I'll start very easily: sometimes I just feel like I know nothing about me, about people, about the whole world, like you have bought a new table game and you completely don't know how it works and ok there are the instructions but man... they are so complicated... I say this cause sometimes happens that something happens (if that makes sense) and then I start thinking about a huge bunch of things that are or could be related to the first thing so I just start being sad cause obv all these links have a negative purpose. So everytime it happens I just wonder: which "street" should I follow? Or is there a right street to follow? And all this kind of stuff. And honestly I don't know if what I've written down makes any sense but I needed to write down.