Confusion has been my buddie through life. Idk. Ashburgers or however you spell it leaves on feeling confused. Always slightly behind ya know? And that has been my life. Always will be.
Guess im just used to a lot of things now. And those that im not I will be eventually. Life is a big pile of crap most all times. And if I get used to it and stop hoping that will or even could change I wont have so many ups and downs.