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Confusion

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sometimes I wonder if I have pocd/hocd I'm scared to be around people at this point and wonder when I ever talk to a minor or had physical contact with them if it was malicious intent it freaks me out also I wonder if there was a time I hurted and child or someone else and I just don't remember it also doesn't help knowing that there all or these predators getting caught which is a good thing of course and I feel disgusted by them but I wonder if I'm just trying to hide the fact that I'm like them and don't want to admit it I can't see myself actually doing that to a child and I'm disgused and horrified that I have these thoughts on a daily bases I just want to break off all kinds of interaction I could have with a child or people later in life in case I might do that I want to seek help but I'm not sure if I'm in denial or I should actually get help