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i feel like he wants to see me hurt just so he can be proud of himself for being fine through everything. i need to stop revolving everything around him. i wish we could have meaningful conversations rather than just calling each other dicks and telling each other to fuck off. he said he still loves me but then he tells me about how he met a really cute guy and how much he wishes he could suck him off. i just wish i didnt care about him anymore. i also wish he wasnt such a fuckin twat