My parents are sending my sibling and I back to school as they are worried about our mental health. My sibling has been dealing with depression and self harm for years, and I for months. They are worried that our mental health will crumble again without school. Both my parents have underlying health problems. I won't be able to bear the weight of guikt if I kill them. If they die because of my mental issues. All because I can shut my mouth and be grateful for what I have. Their deaths will be my fault. Ill be a murderer. That will be what causes my mental health to crumble. I would no longer feel any slight will to live.