Just sitting at home, being in the fear to walk out and how its going to be is just getting irritating now.
work from home till a certain time was fun, but now with uncertainty around life is becoming a bitch.
its the same shit just a different day. Have been drowned again with my addiction of drugs, but what do you do, when you actually have nothing to do.
was proud of being sober for 8 months, now im back to the old self, hating it but can’t stop it.
i need to fight it, f*cking covid is winning for now.